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You sat listening to the Axis leader, Germany, fuss about the usual: how you and your twin brother, north Italy, needed to do better. Unlike your twin though, you wouldn't just sit and listen to Germany fuss for much longer.
"Vhy are you tvo so useless in ze var effort?" Germany yelled frustrated.
"Doitsu! I-a made some war preparations!" Feli (Italy) said excited.
"Var preparations? Vhy didn't you say zat before?" Germany asked seeming shocked. "Vell go get zem zen."
"Ok!" Feli said before he took off running into the house.
You were curious to see what your Fratello (brother) had done, and hoped it would please Germany. You didn't want to admit it, but you were falling hard for the tall German man, but there was one thing he did that completely made you forget how bad you loved him; mess with your brother and upset him. As bad as you tried not to, if he made Feli cry, you usually ended up yelling at Germany then you'd feel bad and go crawling back, which in your mind made him consider you weak and useless.
"Here Doitsu, what-a do you think?" Feli asked running back outside and snapping you out of ___________ world, and you noticed he was carrying a picnic basket.
"Vhat is zat?" Germany asked trying to stop from jumping to the conclusion that your brother was an idiot.
"Let's-a see, there's pasta, pasta fruit, pasta sauce, pasta, pasta, oh and pa-" Feli said excited before Germany cut him off and started yelling.
"I-Im useless?" Feli asked looking heart broken.
"YES! Some times I zink zat America vould be a better allie!" Germany yelled. "Vhy oh Vhy did I get stuck being your babysitter?"
That did it, not only had Germany just insulted you, he made your brother run inside crying. Feli had always been picked on while you were growing up, and you weren't going to take it any longer.
"WHY ARE YOU-A SO MEAN TO MY FRATELLO?! HE-A LOVES YOU, BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY! YOU'RE-A CRUEL, UNGRATEFUL, UNCARING EXCUSE OF A COUNTRY!" You yelled without even considering the consequences of your words.
"Vell I'm sorry you feel zat vay. Vhy don't I just leave Zen?" Germany asked looking hurt but trying to mask his pain.
"That's the best idea You-a have ever had." You snapped. "We-a won't miss you."
"Y- you von't miss me?" He stammered.
"No idiota! I wish we-a had never met you!" You yelled wanting to get the last word in.
You watched as his face turned hard and you swore you saw tears forming, but he stormed off into the house before you could tell for sure. You stood outside for a few minutes just replying what you had just said over and over in your head feeling worse every time you thought about the looks he had made. But you couldn't apologize or he would call you weak for sure, you thought as you walked inside to find Feli begging Germany not to go.
"No, ______________, is right. Ve need a break from each other." Germany said.
"But-" Feli said before you cut him off.
"Just-a let him go Feli. He'll be-a back." You said your voice hard since you were trying to prevent yourself from crying.
Germany said nothing as he simply walked by you and down the street disappearing slowly from your sight. As you watched him disappear you felt your heart breaking, missing him already, but you refused to cry. You had to be strong for Feli and you had to convince both yourself and your brother that he would be back.... he had to come back right?

***One week later***

It had been one week since Germany had left. Everyday had been harder since he left, but you managed to keep your emotions in check when you were around Feli. The problem now was that Feli had gone with Japan for the day leaving you all alone to think and remember all the mean, hateful things you had said to Germany. You felt tears start to form in your eyes and finally you let them fall. No one was around to witness you being weak, but what did that matter anymore? You would do anything to have that moment back, do you could run to Germany and apologize for letting your anger get the best of you.
As you sat crying on your need you heard someone pull into the yard and your heart skipped a few beats.
'Oh please be Germany,' You thought to yourself as you ran outside, not even caring that you looked like a mess right now, but much to your disappointment it was just the mail. You groaned in frustration as you ran inside throwing the mail on the table. You didn't even care that it was early, it had gotten your- you stopped mid-thought when a letter caught your eyes: it was from Germany!
You tore open the letter hoping to find that he was coming home and that he was ok, but what you would read would shock you.

"Dear ______________________,

I've been doing a lot of thinking since our fight and I've come to the realization that you were right. I am a useless, ungrateful, undeserving country. That's why I decided I'm not coming back. I'm going to eliminate your problem: me. By the time you get this it will be too late. Just call the police and tell them they can find a dead, useless country at his brothers house. (And no east isn't home so he wouldn't stumble upon me.) Tell Italy I'll miss him and I'm so sorry for being such a jerk to him.
- Germany

P.S. Ich liebe dich ________________. "

You stood shock consuming you. Germany was going to..... because of you?! You had to stop him, no matter the cost. Without thinking you took off towards Prussia' s house happy he didn't leave to far away. You didn't think, you just ran, knowing you had to stop Germany from doing anything rash.
After what seemed like forever, you made it to Prussia's house and you yanked the door open not caring what anyone thought of you right now.
"GERMANY DON-" you yelled before a bang from upstairs cut you off making you scream and take off to where the noise came from.
What you found shocked you, Germany was lying on a bed, a giant pool of his blood starting to form around him. You ran to him, trying to figure out where all the blood was coming from before you spotted the gun on the floor and the home in Germany's chest. You screamed out of fear and tried to put pressure on his wound, knowing you had to save him.
"Germany! Please! Please! Wake up!" You sobbed.
"____-________? Vhat are you doing here? I zought I told you not to come," Germany whispered weakly.
"I don't-a care what you said, i-i had to stop you," you sobbed. "Don't You-a die on me," you said dialing Japan's number.
"Herro?" Japan answered.
"Japan! Please hurry! G-Germany is hurt. W-we need you....we are at Prussia's house." You said panicking.
"I'm on my way, keep pressure against the wound," Japan said hanging up the phone.
"I'm so sorry," you cried looking into Germany's blue eyes. "I-i shouldn't have-a said what I did.... please, please don't go. I need you."
"Y- you need me?" The German asked weakly and you nodded still sobbing.
There wasn't anything you could do besides keep pressure on his wound and hope he would be ok. 'Japan, please hurry!' You thought trying to calm down and keep Germany awake. You just prayed you were doing this right and that Germany would make it... he had to. 'He just couldn't leave you alone!' Your voice screamed inside your head. 'I just can't lose him.'
Well this idea came to me a few days ago so I thought I'd write it for you all. There may be a part two.... if readers want one :D I don't own Hetalia or the characters or you XD oh if you think this should be marked plz tell me lol I didn't think it was bad enough to mark but it might be in some peoples eyes...... part 2 . [link]
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DeaththeKidOCD Featured By Owner Jun 14, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
im crying so hard rn! i just hope my parents dont hear me, cause its 23:02. :'(
kiranature Featured By Owner Edited May 22, 2016
waaaahhhhhh doitsu 

I think I've fainted. Frozen - Elsa Crying Icon Pikachu Crying Plz Komari Kamikita (Crying) [V5] Chisaki Crying Icon Pikachu crying plz France (Crying) [V3] Rainbow Dash (cry) plz Oshawott cry plz MLP Emote Twilight Sparkle Cry Sad Pikachu crying Rarity (cry) plz Timon - Cry cries 
fliptip Featured By Owner May 7, 2016
Much tears such sad
Cinnamon-Badass Featured By Owner May 19, 2015
You know what this reminded me of.........

Holy Roman Empire.

//shot NOT SORRY
crazzzychic Featured By Owner May 19, 2015
XD you make a very good point 
Cinnamon-Badass Featured By Owner May 19, 2015
I very sad one at that xD
cr8zyg8rl Featured By Owner May 18, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Damn you Germany. Sometimes you make me not feel guilty if you deserve it but guilty when you try suicide.
yaoigurl53 Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2015  Student Writer
Countries do not die bye a simple wound.he technically would come back after he died any way.thus i am not sad   
KorraLover10 Featured By Owner Mar 19, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
.... I'm sad but my bad Italian accent is annoying me and ruining the feels. (I'm somehow mixing an English and Italian accent together)
Jjjmsl Featured By Owner Jun 17, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Just imagine a gender bent Italy and use that as your voice
jello9942 Featured By Owner Feb 10, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
me after reading his letter: if he diea or nearly dies im gonna cry
me after he does it: NOOO
theotakugurl Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2015  Student General Artist
Oh gosh that's dark...
SavannaLols Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2015
PikaPikaGirl23 Oct 13, 2013
Girl: Do u even want to be with me forever?
Boy: No
Girl: Do u even like me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would u cry if i walked away?
Boy: No
She heard enough and was hurt... She walked away with tears in her eyes
The boy grabbed her arm
Boy: Your not pretty...your beautiful
Boy: I dont want to be with u forever...I need to be with u forever
Boy: I dont like u...I love u
Boy: I wouldn't cry if u walked away......I would die if u walked away.
Boy Whispers: Plz stay with me
Girl: I will...
*Tonight at midnight your true love will realize they loves u
*Something good will happen to u at 1-4pm
*Tomorrow it could be anywhere!!!
*Get ready for the shock of your life!
*If u dont post this to 5 other comments... You will have baD luck in relationships for the next 10 years
creepypastalemonlove Featured By Owner Dec 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
anakind87 Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2014
I tried talking like Italy - I sounded funny, I laughed at myself for it:D But, all that aside, this was pretty harsh...yeah, Germany can be a real hard ass - even on the verge of bringing Italy down - but to say that one wished to have never met him? To not miss him? That's a bit overtly harsh...oh man, I hope he'll be fine - and damn it - if he dies(God forbid), I don't know what I'll do(okay, that's dramatic - and no, I'm not going to end my life - but damn...this is intense!)
SakuraDrowned Featured By Owner Nov 6, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Hate to be rude but its actually tripplet
SpiderQueenJ Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Romano and Italy aren't twins, Romano is older than Italy 
SakuraDrowned Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Actually they are
crazzzychic Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014
I thought Romano was older and they weren't twins?
ThePokemonz Featured By Owner Oct 26, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Even tho i hated Doitsu for mah lief i luuuuuuv that motherfucking blonde,blue eyed bitch Snif..Is Beautiful..Onion 
Bluemoonteardrop134 Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hetalian-Canada Featured By Owner Oct 17, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
(The funny thing is I look and act a lot like Italy!)
StarfallVulpixGirl Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
okay, Germany. That was a little dramatic.
RoseMaylieGottschalk Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2014  Student General Artist
The f*** soldier you were about to suicide!!!
MMORPGWizard Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Is this really what people think I sound like when I talk? :iconfacepalmplz:
dancechamp520 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
sorry about sterotypes, im from america and im diffrent from him so ya
MMORPGWizard Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
It's fine. I'm from Italy and when I came here, I was so confused by you and I thought you were all crazy until my friend told me the weird things you do are normal for you guys. 
dancechamp520 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
ha yah, thats true
crazzzychic Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014
No lol I just write the "accents"because most Hetalia stories do it
MMORPGWizard Featured By Owner Jul 4, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
This is basically my first time reading what people interpret me sounding like, so I'm very shocked...
crazzzychic Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
Ah may I ask what accent you have?
MMORPGWizard Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
crazzzychic Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014
Oh sweet
MMORPGWizard Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you.
100iceWOLF108 Featured By Owner Nov 29, 2014
Hey no need to worry about  what you sound like I live I'm America and I'm from Texas where our accent is made fun of as well as many states in America so we just love different accents 
 And hey I love Italian accents there so cool 😁😁😃❤❤✌B-)
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Texicans-United Featured By Owner Jun 24, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
lronically I pretty much look like Italy, I even have a strand of hair the sticks up no matter what. Really the only difference is my personality.
CookieGirlXP Featured By Owner Edited Jun 19, 2014
Yay! Imma like Italy!! ............... WAIT!! GERMANY!!!!!!!!! DON'T-A DIE ON MEH!
CrazyHetaliaLover13 Featured By Owner Jun 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
BRUDER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No you idiot I TOLD YOU I HAVE MOOD SWINGS!!! YOU NUMBSKULL!!!
awesomeness39 Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014
Nnnnnuuuu Doitsu!!!!!!!
Etnata Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I'm just started crying.
Askhetaliasouleater Featured By Owner Edited Jul 11, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I also cried
Theanimeangel Featured By Owner May 11, 2014
WestHetalia91 Featured By Owner Apr 4, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
*eye twitch* eh! Germany!.... Must... not...release the fangirling.. *fangirls*
I'm so sorry u had to see that
Wafflepigs Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014
MEIN GOTT I love feli but now I'm becoming a Germany fan VHAT IS GOING ON VITH MEIN LIFE
Wafflepigs Featured By Owner Mar 23, 2014
I guess it's my inner German
kjxyz1234-gmail Featured By Owner Feb 15, 2014
Im going fucking cry
Fortheloveofchaos Featured By Owner Jan 18, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
OK I've read this before I have no idea why I didn't comment...oh yeah I was too busy clicking that link for dear life :iconseriouslyplz:
Caty34576 Featured By Owner Dec 22, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Me:-beautiful moment happens-
My mom:how long are you going to stay in the bathroom?!
Me:mom ou ruined every thingDX 
Me reading this story::iconamgtouchplz:
When my mom ruined it::iconraegplz:
Pikichupower943 Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2013
I feel slightly awkward, because while reading this, I was listening to the song Dead! by My Chemical Romance and it did not really go with the story, but then it did at the same time.
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