It had been almost two weeks since Germany had pulled the trigger. Two weeks that you never left his side, even if he hadn't woken up since Japan did emergency surgery on him. Japan tried to assure you he was getting better, but you still felt horrible and responsible for the whole thing. Feli didn't know that Germany had tried to kill himself, you and Japan had told him a small lie and blamed the allies. You couldn't bare to tell him the truth and hurt him anymore.
You sat beside the bed, watching Germany afraid that if your eyes left him even for a second, that he would just disappear. You heard an awful wailing noise and looked around for a cat, but you soon figured out the noise was coming from your sobs. Why hadn't Germany woke up yet? You thought you were going crazy when you heard a groan escape his lips, but when he opened his blue eyes and fixed then upon you, you knew either he was finally awake, or that this was just some cruel dream.
"___-________? Vhy are you here?" Germany asked seeming confused.
"Germany!" You whispered silencing your sobs.
"Either I'm not dead," he mused, "or I somehow managed to get to Heaven vith you because I knov you vouldn't be in Hell."
"You're-a not dead," you whispered with a half hearted smile. "I-a told you I couldn't lose you remember?"
He looked at you with a thoughtful look before he suddenly remembered everything that had happened.
"Doitsu," you whispered. "Why-a did you do it?"
"Vell, you didn't vant me around, und I couldn't live vithout you so it seemed like ze best idea." Germany said looking down.
You couldn't hold back your emotions after this and finally let your sobs come out and Germany reached out and pulled you close having to hold back a gasp when he hit his chest on the bed.
"G-Germany! N-no, Just-a leave me to cry," you sobbed. "I'll-a only hurt you again."
"No zat was my fault," he said holding you close. "I'm ok."
"N-no you're not-a. Y- you tried to.... because I'm-a idiota t-that yelled at you a-and -" you said before he cut you off.
"______________, I'm not mad at you. Did you not read the P.S.?" Germany asked softly. "Ich liebe dich (I love you)."
You looked at him confused by what he had just said, since of course you didn't speak German, but he pulled you into a soft kiss before you could answer. He pulled away, blushing like crazy, and you sat in shock for a moment trying to find your voice.
"Y- you like me?" You finally managed to ask.
"No, _______________, I love you," he said taking your hand and placing it over his heart that the bullet had just missed. "Zat's Vhy I did it here, because if you didn't vant my heart, I didn't vant it either."
"Germany," you said shocked. "I-a love you too."
He smiled when he heard this and you leaned in carefully and kissed him once more right as your brothers and Japan walked in.
"What?! Why are you kissing the potato loving idiot, ___________?!" Romano yelled making you two jump apart.
"Aw, Doitsu and Sorella (sister) like each other!" Feli cheered. "This-a calls for PASTAAA!"
"Werr it rooks rike you are ok Mr Germany. But I must say that in my country it's customary to date and even marry before kissing," Japan teased making you and Germany blush a deep red.
You looked at Germany not knowing what to say to the others, but he smirked before he spoke.
"Ve are dating and pasta is unacceptable Italy!" Germany said making you laugh when your brothers face fell in shock.
"But DOITSU! I-a have to make pasta!" Feli whined. "That's all My-a cat will eat-"
"Vhat?! You brought a cat in-" Germany said starting to fuss before you cut him off with a kiss silencing him.
You heard something hit the floor and pulled away from Germany to find Romano had hit the floor making you laugh.
"Fratello!" Feli said looking down.
"He'll be-a ok Feli, he's just in shock," you said smiling.
You were happy Germany was ok and that he was back to normal, and you just prayed he wouldn't ever try this stunt again, but then again you weren't ever going to leave his side to allow him to try. You looked around, Japan was checking on Romano, Feli had gone to make pasta, and Germany was watching you. "__________________, Ich liebe dich," Germany whispered once more. "But don't zink zat vill get you out of training in a veek."
You groaned when he reminded you of training, which only made him grin more. Secretly though you weren't worried about training, as long as you were with him nothing else mattered, and no one was ever going to separate you again.......not even Prussia when he returned home and found you all in his house.